It wasn't as dramatic for me as I think it is for other people. Doesn't mean that I don't care or Im not deeply affected, I think people just process and react to information differently. And that's okay. Instead of crying at the school I kind of wandered around the house all day, noticing how quiet it was, feeling a little sad when Reid would say "Bean! Look at this..Oh wait..I forgot." - yeah, that kind of stunk.
The good news is that she had a great time. We are all happy about that. So this is our new.
